Nothing Pts 1 & 2
Troubled with only memories that do keep this loss alive
Deep inside this aching want for you, be so unkind
Of all the days in weakness to find
you’re still missing all the same
Of that, beats heart of nothing
from the pain you made me save
Why cannot you see where you did place me once before?
Time has took much from me still I lay upon this floor
Calm the ocean waves do sound, try calm all I have missed
Still these screams of horror
through my mind do still persist
Love now once what were you?
As you have taken all what were
Home you now do place me from the calm you do prefer
Window panes seen long before the lives that pass us by
Keep inside the cold of how you left without goodbye
Stranger you do cost me much of all this hurt I’d spare
Where were you as children when you left with us despair?
How can I replace you when I never knew who you were?
I find myself now giving, what to me, you gave to her
With inner patience opened to the creative side of fate
Debilitating thoughts unto a rest thou do await
The darkening of hope to just a single weary star
Just fingertips away it seems that gone is all you are
With aching body burning from the fever of unrest
Cold remains the heart upon all hope that you’ve pressed
Love, at just the first site, as impossible as it seemed
Proven unto nothing, ‘cept a waste there of a dream
Yesteryears, thou promised more than wishes still unheard
Life, to whom is given life, in of which they do deserve?
Feelings, as if blind dose seem, thou colour could never change
Sleep, the only craving from a life that’s now estrange
With inner patience opened yet a lifetime made to wait
Coloured just a wonderful, be the darkest parts of fate
With death doth come the answers of which life did have us planned?
An ode of beauty weakening from when life, it first began.
I’m never more alone than when you’re with me.