Archive for April, 2010

This Is About You

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on April 30, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

Heaven only knows you found I was never really there
How broken promises yield that trust
that now upon your wear
One simply cannot give to you what it was one never could
Enchanting though forgiveness seems,
a want that never should
The passing sounds of life exist beyond this window pane
The cold night air does creep around
of all that does remain
The sound of rain so heavy as if oceans once a stream
Thoughts that mix with vision that created you, this dream
Cold, you lay upon me as I try hide from you no more
The chill of life awakened from the thought we did explore
Gently how you caress sense, awaiting familiar touch
The cold you can’t but not be, as is gone what we did clutch
Four walls here please speak of
all the visions here now displayed
One may as well be blind as rain
with darkness does cascade
A ghost afraid of shadows as to dark, emotions gone
Why you could not stay with me
has been haunting all along
What words have we not spoken
that could change the way we feel?
What parts of how it’s always been
could take from what is real?
The water we must swim to find our way
back under bridge
The effort we must overcome,
where in us, what won’t forgive

The need to feel someone loves you
in world so full of emptiness
blinds us so in need, of the damage we cause to others.

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The Fairytale That You Had Wished For?

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on April 15, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

The key to staying open lies behind the doors we’ve closed
The things we took for granted
are the things we have no more
Lord you will replace us into lives you do create
The soul that you have given me
will for her, always await
Take from me emotion but please leave with me this will
Confusion has now overturned this hope you kept so still
You touched my hand and fallen,
were the walls we built so high
Without even spoken word it’s like we never said goodbye
Trust how you enslave me with a heart so full of pain
Trust how you have broken from this hope I did regain
Songs that place me with you have now fallen on deaf ears
If life be all but music why were we silent all these years?
Why do we class ‘too late’ as moments been and gone?
Retract, you take your hand
I feel that your heart has withdrawn
This story could have endings far too numerous to read
Yet fate does seem to narrate us in ones we don’t succeed

Taken by the hand and misled into the arms of hurt.

The fairytale that you had wished for?

Force From Me This Final Breath

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 14, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

Force from me this final breath
So that with it, I can prove I’ll speak your name
Take from me,
All that’s left.
Leave me nothing to hold on… But this place

Always there…
Always heard, but always…
In the background.
Forever heard…
Always with you, yet always…
In the background

But for how long?

Hold on!

Misery
You are my lover
Misery
Hold my hand
Misery
Like no other

Always!

I cannot open these eyes
Your beauty would captivate me for a life time
Though I hold you, deep inside
I feel nothing
I cant give you anymore.

Always there…
Always heard, but always…
In the background.
Forever heard…
Always with you, yet always…
In the background

You Make It Sound So Easy To Be Alone

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on April 14, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

Walking soul of shallowed unguided understand
The forever changing way in which
We strive to be unmanned
An unnamed street through darkness
From yonder window I hurt for you to see
Is someone loving you up in there
Since your heart hast set me free?
The noise of morning cometh,
the rain, still battling down
The biggest hole within my heart,
searching for you has found

What giveth be that of once stolen
From yonder marquee doth still our light show
The exhale once so long in waiting
Upon this road that I should never go

Thine heart doth render mine waiting
As it is thee whom beauty has entwined
Such unimaginable true inner beauty

Beautiful thou left me blind.

You make it sound so easy to be alone.

I Don’t Know

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 14, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

I feel the moonlight slowly creeping over me
It tears open my soul before it swallows up my beliefs
Have you seen the way I try to keep this all inside?
Cannibalised by my neglect, Should I leave this all behind?

I don’t know

So now I’m a broken soul and I’m crying down this path
I don’t know where I’m going
and I don’t know where I’ve been last
Can you sense my loneliness
like a cold wind from an open door?
Forever blowing nowhere like I’ve always done before

I don’t know

Still in his darkened room, should it only mean one thing?
When life is stripped away
from an angel with broken wings
The midnight sky will open up with amber rain
The rain’s still pouring at the break of a brand new day

I don’t know

Eventually this sadness fogs up the winter’s air
People have to carry on and people still don’t care
The sun will never rise again, I can tell up in my cloud
Saving the rain from falling before I hit the ground.

In This Feeling That Is

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , , , , on April 14, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

In this feeling that is the mean-time
Will I still love you all the same?
With all that’s left outside the mean-time
Remains the heart you pushed away

All that I am

Oh how, that you wonder
Oh how that you be
How but, in a time seem
That you’re everything to me
Wonderful and enchanted
Dreams I’ll find my way
Will I still love you all the same?

With all that I am

The night be just the start of
How you’re beautiful
Expanse like no vision to my dreams I go
‘tis thee who wears but sadness
Out the stars I see
Link me your vision so I can
See how you see me

All that I am.

Like Beauty Shone Through Prisms

Posted in All The Poems with tags , , , , , , , , , , on April 14, 2010 by Aiden Howarth

Have I let go and I’m falling
or have I held on and I’ve died?
A momentary glimpse of reason, a lifetime in denial?
Softly spoken screams of fear in a warmth that feels so cold
Beginning from the end I fail, my heart, my love, my soul
The broken irreplaceables in the void never sustains
Beautifully written love letters, written to fade away
Angels without wings and stars that gather up our dreams
Like beauty shone through prisms
Your light dances upon me.

I will always love you.